-you dont know-

i miss you

i wished you

could see me

and dun let me go

just for one day,a minute,1 seconds.thats it

i wish it would just all stop

so i could just say thosefew words

to ya

how many years has it been

since i first saw you messing with the other kids

you were so different

so carefree

way more matured

then you are now

though you are older than then.yeah.

i wish i had the courage

i wish i had the chance

to say i kinda liked you

and waited for a stand

a verdict,or whatever you call it

sometimes i wonder

if you ever felt the same way as i did

people told me to never rush love

love when rushed

aint real and can be crushed

but i badly wanted to know

badly wanted to be held

badly wanted to feel how loved one can be felt

how does it feel when you hold your hands

how does it feel when your lips meet again

how does it feel when winter crawls through your skin

how does it feel

cuz i'll never know

and i bet i wont so go

i dun feel i wanna be loved anymore

when people say their in love

and wan me to meet their girls,guys,

i feel so sad

i try to shut them all in pairs

how can you even ask me

when i am just here so lonely

i wish you never appear in front of me

vanish just like air and oxygen

i say so much cuz i know i wont be loved

but im still happy for you to find your own true love

as a friend i'll be there for you

i'll cry with you

but my heart locked iced and cold

and it will never be out

of this cage it called home.