Sunday, March 28, 2010

All I wanna say is they dont really care about us!!

well whats up!
nothing much today
it was really really boring
went for tution,came home,fixed my drawer
which kinda fell again..stupid drawer
then cleared my room
did my homework,did a favour,ironed my shirts
very guai rite?

then now i use the com
realised yunho's MJ tribute concert was about last night
so went to check it out
find fan cam vid of it..super awesome!
it was said that changmin and shinee's minho went to support him
got a fancam which showed changmin's arrival btw
so good he support his hyung
wish the rest of dbsk would go support him anonymously
but then jaejoong's filming a drama,junsu's i think recording a song
and yoochun i have no idea what hes up too..sadly
man wish they went to support him too

anyways leaving a vid of yunho's thriller performance :D
cant believe he also performed they dont really care about us :]
haha! really want to see his tribute concert
hope singapore would be play the one which would happen in june or july
in england or was it lazy to read.
but im keeping an eye out for it:]

dbsk hwaiting~!

sayonara *waves*

Friday, March 26, 2010

where are you?what kind of dreams do u dream?-stand by u-

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wuds up
came to blog again
today okay la not so bad
morning nothing much talk talk
ever since skool reopened
and i sat next to lydia, and infront of minq and kerencia
its really fun :D
like on weds i think minq and kerencia and lydia
thanks to bio went perverted and haha had fun talking about stuff
but NOT that stuff okay
then during lessons when its boring
lydia and i would spark up convos...very randomly
today physics cher so funny
cuz the class was noisy he told us to sit again
then say something something about religion
then went on to say that since we were sitting doing nothing
let us think of the sin we had done..HAHA
then after that when we were released he said "goodbye and may god bless you"
i felt like in pri skool again haha

then wait for fiona in 4G
talk talk talk,went to the wrong topic
me and syah started to play scissors paper stone ,hitting each other
finally fiona released we chiong to lot 1 eat mac
syah's sis joined us
then we talked of everything which happened in our 3 years of sec skool
reminiscence the old days
so hilarious~
then went to popular then cuz of what syah anf fiona said at mac
lydia and i bothered them for the ans
then they like secret secret haha
then walk here walk there
saw k,m,y they all at lot 1
i was walking arnd
then liek look look after that syah said want to go see comic connection
so i go with her
then col lydia and fiona to go also
then we went off first
at there syah went to lk for her stuff
there was this awesome 'stand by u' dbsk file!i want sia
instead i went to buy comic but then i saw a mag
like got ZUNO then i buy..when i got home,
i realised it was not him =.=
but nvr mind got SJM/DBSK etc~
nice to read also.

after that went bac to popular as fiona and lydia wanted to buy a bk
syah and i not interested made our way to the language corner
syah read a japanese phrase bk i was reading korean
then fiona and lydia came along they started reading malay..
haha so hilarious
never laughed so much this year :P
then come home kana scolded by mum then went tution
and now im back here

well i think imma go off
i want listen to my music
oh btw vote at the skool page for alyssa or lydia or even vira
show the eh-hem skool that WE NA deserve to be treated as equals!
sec 4 got 1 representative from each NA class leh so...
jia you~!

well imma go on that note.. byes~!

Sunday, March 21, 2010


HEADING TO THE GROUND O.S.T Pictures, Images and Photos
hello!!*waves frantically*
currently super hyper
reasons why
1) twitters super duper noisy today unlike other days
2)todays the last day of holiday
3)managed to sneak that gospellars cd out of my moms cd rack
she wasnt listening to it anyways
4)watched a vid of yunho in heading to the ground
his actings really not bad
though T.O.P is better i think haha
never really seen yunho act much apart from the normal goofy ones
but T.O.P is really good at those 'serious' dramas

man i wish they showed this drama on KBS or TVN!!
sigh i wish i had the english sub too
im now watching the drama without sub
all i can hear is them saying their names or calling their names
'hello'/'goodbye'/'what?'/'is it?' and 'whatever'
haha and the normal family ajumma/appa those kinds of stuff
this suxs..cant find eng sub
but its rather entertaining just watching haha
im so miserable haha

well havent done my homework later
10pm will do or mayb 10.30
will go do chinese and history
im actually looking forward to doing chinese compre..haha

well im off to watch the continuous of my drama
today should be a better day :]

Saturday, March 20, 2010

lovin you tsunaideta kimi no te ga

this is a really nice song :]
was thinking of doing a translation but found one which had it already

mood:on da edge of something listening to: lovin you-tvxq

well~ back to post again
today nothing much happened
it was a great weather
told myself to do my homework
but i eventually again,have failed to do
my parents went out at 10,i was awake but didnt have the mood to talk
so i just stayed in bed till i heard the door close
last night had one of those breakdowns again
i tried to sleep at 12,
but in the end i slept at 3
sometimes it frightens me that i think so much
sigh i wonder if i ever have a future
i've got to stop thinking...
not only about the future but the past.
i think last night's break down happened
cuz my mom told me it was my grandfather's b'day yesterday
he might have been 87? i cannot remember
i dont know what to do in life
i guess im just really weak
i think i need to strengthen myself more.

i think im going to have another breakdown tonight
so before that happens
im gonna take a cough syrup or something
im about to get sick anyways.
good night :]

P.S some people ask me why i like dbsk so much
well i got a few reasons of my own
its not becuz of their looks(no offence though they look good)
i guess its because you can feel their emotions in one song
plus they speak the language and can write the language
i am struggling with and have been all my life
and their dance moves are awesome
and the songs they compose are good as well
i guess they are really my role models
i mean they are what i wanted to be when i was 7,11 and 13
its true..
well those are my reasons haha ;]

Friday, March 19, 2010

mood:confused listening to: toki wo tomete-tvxq

came back to blog
well im back to writing songs again haha
well only the words at the least
i was never and never will be good at instruments
but writing songs is the only way i can get my loner self i guess.
nothing to do you see haha.
well i just saw the PV teaser for 'toki wo tomete'
and i cant wait for it haha~

well today was fun all i did was com
watched 'come to play' again
and i started to watch winter sonata..again
haha~ tried to do my homewrk but couldnt get my self to do it.
so i slacked the day away,
watched TV and stuff
6.10 made my way down to tution and it started to rain.
it was a nice walk,i like to walk in the rain
sometimes you can loose urself just by walking.
then todays tution was fun
the kids conversation was really entertaining
from constipation to sushi haha
my teacher had to ask what i was laughing about and then he would scold
well not really scold but tell 'em off haha.
then had dinner.came home heard SJ's marry u on the radio :]
syah said wrong number was on,but i wasnt listening to the radio
cuz i kept listening to the chinese ver of mirotic.
i think its the best mirotic version if i were to rank it by language it would be
haha~ its awesome.

well today the last weekday holiday
mondays back to skool and everythings gonna suck.
life goes back to normal
im gonna be sick all over again
and i guess well i will be sick again.

sigh so much things in my head now
that i just want to always sleep to get rid of it

well byez!im gonna go well
u guessed it sleep..


Thursday, March 18, 2010

day of peacefulness~

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i liked this whole interview haha
well i havent blogged cuz i've been spending my time well slacking
never really done any homework
then yesterday went to skool,today also
we ended pretty early
8.30~11.10? damn early
but sigh kana holiday homework
then syah and lydia came over my house for a while
then went home cuz lydia had tution
then took a nice long bath,when i came out it was raining like no tmrw
desperately ran around the house closing all the windows
then cooked instant ramen for lunch
super proud of myself cuz i finally managed to cook the type of egg i want
its rather hard to make happy i managed to make it.

after that use com.
watch TVXQ interviews again, then started watching winter sonata again
i watched it when i was young,i remember
but then i briefly rmbr so hence im watching it like the OST of it
so nice.

then today the weather so nice sia!
so~cooling,i just then sat on my sofa with my chip&dale blanket
watch JK hits..haha todays song not bad la
but channel V had nicer ones. then TVN fm all girl groups....eee.
after finish watching went my room sleep
i think im coming down with a seriously
super cold at time then sneeze,all signs pointing to a flu
slept with my ear piece stuck in my ear then haha
i had the best dream i ever had in the whole year (so far)
it was a bit scary but then there was something and then well
i dun want to say much,but it was an awesome dream.

well now on com again
bored of course
listening 96.3
tmrw NO SKOOL!!but got tution<fuck>
buh byez!~~

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

blah blah blah

here to blog
wah damn suay yesterday kana that thing
then today i wanted to go out
im still thinking want to go anot
but most probably i'll go

as much as i want to spend time with my audacity programme
and explore it further,
i also want that mag with tvxq and also my ju-non
haha just yesterday i got my own laptop
its 2nd hand and well its my mom's boss's he say dun want then ask hu wan
so my mom got it..
the lame thing is cant do internet
i tried my best to connect it but to avail
so im using it as a personal music com
installing the audacity into it
i at first thought of adding garageband
but then it said its only supported in mac,..sian.

haha,if this thing works out and i finally noe how to use it
mayb it'll be better..

u noe i think im going takashimaya and get my mags first
then meet the others.
not sure...mayb i'll just shop alone?
i have no total idea
cuz i just want to quickly go and then come back..haha
lame rite?
aish.~i noe.
ahh well.

hee i remixed shinee's jojo and it sounded weird but nice
then i also did ss501's love like this..kinda fun to play arnd with
im gonna save money for a nice mic so i can plug it in

well imma go think about what im going to do later...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

mood:tired~listening to: u-kiss-round and round

^i waste so many papers...

heh heh
well finally bloggin again
im now currently tired and well really wanting to finish readin my fan fics
but ahh well felt like bloggin.
soo lifes been quite tiring
skools been boring
yesterday stayed in skool help out in parent meeting
okay la a bit fun
didnt have to eat dinner alone like every other friday
today was total relax
but then the com keep canot use internet pissed me off
so i went back to watching tv

then parents came bck
my mom couldn't find the mag i want :[
sad sia..should have bought last sunday..
sigh...mayb i'll go buy later this week i duno.
then i spent the rest of the time in my room
finishing my song.
sad sia
im saving for a macbook, wonder when i must save until
i mean the cheapest macbook is wud $1,800?
sigh..still a long way
but its worth it..i keep telling myself
so this year aft 'n' lvl imma look for a job
and buy myself a macbook so i can start
making music properly hopefully.

speaking of songs
i was clearing some files,searching for papers
when i found a fiel packed with songs i wrote like drom way back
it shocked me sia..
how much did i used to write?!?!
the earliest dated back to 2005 wonder never get good marks for PSLE la
keep writing haha
but then i think i write better now then last time
haha i read through every one of the paper..(which took me like 2 hours)
it was all angst,angst,skool problem,more angst
i must have been one hell of a depressed pri kid.
haha i cant remember now its just a few years ago but
u noe its past and i cant remember much of it..sad rite?
p6 i rmbr,below tat...all ka-boom,removied from my memory
so if anybody has a way of remembering the past tell me
i wanna noe...

haha ok la
i tired.
rad the last chapter then im pff to sleep
tmrw got amaths tution..sigh..sad.


"A Tribute" Band From Michael Jackson and TVXQ U-Know.flv

Saturday, March 6, 2010

to be dreaming of those days

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<Listening To:SID-uso>
ok hi
im really bored
nothing on today
parents went out without me
cuz i dun think i want to be squished in IKEA on a saturday
and possibly injuring myself for a day before the concert.haha
well another reason was
so i could finish my homework
but since i woke up
i have not touched any of my work..

morning my parents bought roti prata for breakfast for me
then they went out
i watched the final few episodes of 'otomen'
its s nice show
then watched TVN
heard stand by you
everytime i hear that sonq i kinda drop everyting i hold
and just space out and think about that person
kinda stupid but happens.

then use com, watch k-chart
and still slacking
listening to jap songs haha
feel really tired.
but hey, its okay
one more week to HOLS!
i think im going to stop here
kinda bored already
mayb imma go read my books.

Friday, March 5, 2010


well came to blog cuz nothing to do
went to ker's blog foudn a facebook quiz
so imma go try while writing this post
ok done it and i got this.

Dear Mozster Mltz, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
Girlfriend/boyfriend: You are a true romantic.
Relationship: You are ready to commit.
Love: You are very serious about relationships.
Education: Education is very important in life.
Job: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job.
Success: You are confident that you will be successful.
Afraid: You are afraid of things that you cannot control

i dun tink its true,cuz i um well really dun noe myself
but the last one is true,im afraid of things which im unable to control
true,education is important to me as well
but my friends and family comes first so thats wrong.
but they missed out something
i hate being alone 0.0
anyways skools been rather boring these few days
yea,but got all the results back okay la
english i thought i was seriously gonna fail cuz i wrote on BGR
but heng never..lucky the cher can understand romantic stories
if not fail
and ker im sorry i stole your husband
that essay is not the first essay i wrote about 'you know' haha
next time i'll write my own haha,no names to think then suddenly his name came to mind

now wait for report book
i failed combined science and chinese..
not bad la..only 2. i think still can
others passed quite fairly so just need to do more practice.
YAY!! 2 more days to the concert
so super excited!
btw hor
my tagboards like dying can revive it for me?
Dear Mozster Mltz, you have finish taken The Clothes You Wear Personality Test.
The analysis: You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.
What others see from your style:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You tend to be a gentle
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Pleasant person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You love nature
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : At least some of the arts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Derive great satisfaction from being helpful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are stubborn
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Are not interested in wealth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Power
What your nightclothes reveal:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Always in good mood
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are candid
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Helpful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Can be sexy at times too
What others see from your ties:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You enjoy being alone
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to life the simple but good life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You cherish your freedom
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are thoughtful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Confident
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Uninterested in glamour
What others see from your belts:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a frank
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Assertive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes flamboyant person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Want to be accepted by everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to have fun
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : To be free
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : To live a comfortable lifestyle
What others see from your shoes:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're very young at heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You regard freedom highly
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like to be controlled by a set of rules
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will compromise wherever possible
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Are hardworking people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Especially emotional ones
What others see from your earrings:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are probably an independent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Strong-willed person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fairness is important to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You always stand up for what you believe in
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Get along well with people

this one another one..creepily true...0.0

haha well im off to sleep!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

~will you be there?~

currently feel very high
cuz i just saw like 4 of my fav dbsk vid on MTV
bolero,survivor,share the world and purple line live.
man i should have bought their final at tokyo dome dvd
instead of history in japan vol 4,
but anyways that dvd got an award :D

im so praying tvxq'the best selection' is already sold in singapore.
so i can buy it this sunday.
my life is really boring
if im not buying storybooks,im splurging money on CDs
like all the money on hongbao goes to my CD collection
which i bet u if i remember the prices and total it up
costs more then $500
if i include many other albums im thinking to buy
call me crazy i dun care
music is all i have cuz nothing else amuses me like it does
music is my bestest friend.

today was slightly depressed as i went to lot 1 and found i had not enough money to
buy my books after i bought my chinese txtbk and a pen.
gosh just those 2 stuff and it cost like $6 plus..i got a damn shock la.
and i only had $7.what the hell.

primary skool kept failing..honestly if you dun believe me i can show u my report book
all my marks are below 50
then sec 1 sec2 just pass,sec 3 fail miserably
sigh how i wish my chinese also like that
then i will be so happy
im still depressed about my chinese marks..kinda sad on how low i got..
i studied so hard for it leh...why cant i get the marks i want?!?!
im super not satisfied,some people might say
chinese not important but to me its especially important...sigh.
tmrw getting SS,History paper back i think
pray hard i can pass it la..

you know if HMV aint selling any CD i want
im so converting singapore dollars to yen and when my mom goes to japan
for some family stuff im asking her to help me buy...
she bullies me for liking them..
she calls them tofu-jinji haha.
when i asked her which one is the most suai
she said changmin and then kept saying yoochun looked so old..
haha..ahh well.
daily convo with my mum is all about the jap gossip haha,
i wonder what it was like for her and my grandma..
yeah i still think about those stuff
during physics today i just couldnt stop thinking about them
have they reincarnated?are they walking together hand in hand somewhere?
looking over me and my cousins?so many questions..

well before i get too depressed imma go
gonna read my chinese textbook
i seriously need to pull up my chinese grades..
no point sulking over it cuz whats done is done
past cant be changed but ur future can always be mended..