A New Year and A new chapter.

well hi
this will probably be my last post of 2009.
come to think of it,
it could be about 3/4 years for me to blog.
i cant remember already.
i think i had a blog since 11.
time passes too fast.
sigh so many music i liked again.
well my new year resolution?
is to find more bands!
be into different music from different languages.
the most biggest change i have ever made this year
is i guess liking korean drama and music.
if you asked me if i liked any korean stuffs
anything from food to music
i might have said no,i hate korean stuffs very much
but well my view have changed well a bit
i respect DBSK because they can speak japanese and sing acapella.
like my fave group the gospellers.
but for other korean bands..
i guess 2010 is the year they will grow on me.
so not many resolution for next year
cuz studys yea maybe
love ahh hu cares,im waiting till im 20 .
sports im giving up on my health
soo u see nothing much to make a resolution about
hmm my last resolution is i guess able to go to japan.
cuz i dun want to attend another funeral.
2009 has passed really fast.
its like the stress was gone before you know it
and your 16.the year of 'n' levels.
and just a year ago i was 14..
i mean how fast can it go?!?!
though its 31st today i dont feel a thing
maybe cuz i was working from 10-7.30pm today.
so i didnt think of it as anything
but i really dun feel a change.
its like im numb to everything.
haha well im not going to go emo
on a well day before 'new year'
im sorry i canot wish you all a ----- new year
but i can just say have a great year ahead
and strive for the best
well,
im going to go listen to more songs..
good night and bye!
DBSK break up?
mum read this news.
they are on the rocks..NOOOOO
so sad i need names!!
off to yahoo japan!>

skools starting..Are u ready?

ok im doing a quick update.

cuz i need to print my pics and i have not enough USB plug-ins so...

haha

well ok let me think what i did today.

ahh yes i went to my aunts house.

it was my first time there since she shifted there

i liked it.her house looks like it just came out of some interior design mag.

plus its just opposite east coast park.

but the view is not nice today cuz it was hazy but im still posting pics.

along with pics from monday :]

haha if i feel like putting.

anyways so,my aunt got me a wallet for xmas!

a myuk wallet sia i shock la!

i mean im those type of people hu carry money without a wallet

so i dun intend to use it but damn shock la!

haha.duno should use leh haha.

but i got to see my niece so that was fun haha.

well im going to go.

going to try to put vids into my mp4,print my pics for art and then download more songs.

hee..

Byz!

-Fill In Yourself-

hello!

tiring day again..morning seriously couldnt wake up

so during lunch drank coffee,still not working

during work i went down to buy another cup of coffee

worked somehow..

weather was crappy cuz my dear friend kerencia

cleaned my table yesterday.

btw kerencia I LIKE UR BLOG!the yunho pic so cute!

you see la because of u,i like u-know...stupid woman.

yesterday watch autumn concerto till 11 then went to bed..

I LOVE THAT SHOW! vanness wu so hot!

and yes he so looks like yunho..dun go against it kerencia

my influence is big too.

maybe later after watching avatar i'll come back and watch another episode.

hee.so crazy me.well tmrw i have a family gathering.

so suay, well at least working before and after the gathering so.

can excuse to go early :]

sigh..i really dun like gathering.got another one on 9/1/10.sigh.

well skool starting soon

am i prepared..NO duh.but well since homes getting boring

okay la go skool.just every monday canot have fun anymore:]

i really enjoy my mondays thanks to those 2 fellas.

thinking if i should pierce my ear.

if i do i can only pierce one side sia..i not sure if look nice leh

should i?hmm..

well before i go

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Keren-crazy-cia i will not like SJM.>.<

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vanness wu is like yunho,they can dance and sing.:]

^TO PROVE MY POINT!

Day of craziness...DBSK,SJM,MINQ,KERENCIA<---she likes igui sian.

^i love this song!their newest single!
hello!

minq is here next to me eating

kerencia on the other side playing cooking mama.

singing to SJM song..

crazy hor.-.-

but not bad la the song..

so fun la today...

just now we went online to video chat.

haha damn retarded la..first person was this guy

wah we scared until run away haha

i ended up laughing on the floor haha...so retarded.

after many disgusting and well weird people

finally chat with this guy from argentina..not bad la.

haha,next time should ask our friend"ehem" go try.

so they both came at 12+ made lunch for them :]

see i soo good,must thank me hor :]

i become their mother la nicer :]

so..now both of them see my screen

play here play there..i type type

very lame la hor

but very fun haha

minq arh..ur mouth very funny...=.= disturb my screen.

okay back to topic.tmrw go work weds,family gathering,thurs go work

sigh fri duno what, mayb going watch avatar tmrw >.<

haha..well MINQ!UR MOUTH!

jk la hor

kerencia!u dun go crazy over SJM la!play ur cooking mama!

hutchy!dun tickle my foot!

sigh.very busy..

what OBS people!crazy!I WLL NOT BE INFLUENCED!

I WILL NOT LIKE SJM..well maybe not now...

but henry is cute i have to admit.haha.

well im going

before minq or kerencia say or do something really..hmmm...

minq dun be my narrator.

do something...duno la!

haha

byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

[HD]Perfume - ワンルーム・ディスコ (Music Station Super Live 2009)

before there were SNSD or those girl hu sang nobody,there was perfume :] and im sorry no girls can beat them

091225 東方神起 Stand by U Mステ スーパーライブ Music Station Live

haha at the last part u could see this girl say kawaii..lolz.but great performance by them :]

Listening To:BIG BANG-ガラガラGO

yaoz!

wuds up?

haha as usual its late at night.

im posting again

im currently watching music station super live

man i wished i could see it on TV

why dosent singapore have any jap channel?

they have korean,but not jap?

come on that is so biased!

though im grateful to have a free korean channe;

cuz now when i bored i have more channels to watch

but nothing really interesting goes on it.

so u may ask what is this music station super live?

well its actually a concert in japan

which was on 25/12/09 where alot

of the most famous japanese,korean bands play

there was tohoshinki,big bang,arashi,hey say jump,fukuyama masaru,perfume,kat-tun,

superfly,L'ARC-EN-CIEL and many more.

its a really awesome concert! haha

next concert im looking out for is the red and white concert.

its the most anticipated concert as only really the most popular bands

of that year can perform.and well,guess what tohoshinki is performing.

haha i get so much news from my mum..hee.shes the one hu reads,im the one hu goes'really?!?!'

really awesome.well its called red and white concert for a reason. female singers wear red

while the male singers wear white.so formal right?

haha arashi is also performing.hee.hope it can be seen on youtube >.<

haha oh and kerencia dongsaeng,i'll get u ur u-know stuffs one day haha.

minq i duno what u wan..so..haha..

loolz.well im going to back watching my vids

tmrws a busy monday..usual people coming over..

yes we have no life,we have fun :]

haha this morn me and syah had this really funny convo.

mr homework,mr lazy,mr slacker,mr fun,mr mental

its too funny to type out.yes its THAT cool hee,..

well im off.

so,CIAO!

Listening To:big bang-my heaven

hey!

whats up people?
im currently thinking alot.

but hey haha thats just me.

i always think.

cant believe its sunday tmrw

i dun want to go for tution :[

i hate tution!

sigh.ahh well

i did nothing today really,just went out then came home

then slack

watched interviews again,chat with random people

then slack

now im very sleepy..

cuz im writing this post at 1.30 am haha

ahh well

so sleepy.

listening to songs,writing my thoughts

seriously im doing nothing.haha

so i think im gonna call it a day.

nights!gotta wake up soon later.

"the day she met him

at the back of the class

just first day back

and her heartbeat so fast

so nervous around him

so shy around him

she asked

if she could get over it.

never would she have thought

it was just impossible

now her hearts lost

will it ever be was her thoughts

lost in her world

now she lost her voice

its just a twirl

and there she lays

on the cold white floor"----

all i want for christmas is (fill in ur own blank)

whats up people!

its christmas today

did you get anything?

well i got nothing but i did get myself a gift as always.

well today was boring

my dad went out to meet his friend hus here for christmas.

i was watching this programme where jiro from farenheit was in japan.

before that was arron in nagoya,also japan.

but then my mom wanted to go out so i followed her

went to lot 1 bought grocery and walked around.

then said hi to yiling haha

i pretended to be browsing at the shoes and she just walked past me

then look back then saw me haha.

im so good at disguising i should do it more often right?

well im thinking of hanging out on monday again haha

just relaxing

i have this gathering on the 30th sigh.so sad.

family gathering well,someting to look forward to?

not sure haha.

well im practicing on writing raps now

haha,trying to improve my writing :]

why?cuz im really bored.

well im gonna go.

off to see stuffs,wel interviews and music video.

i cant get the stupid song out off my head!

haha have to listen it to sleep. >.<

not going to say what song though haha.for me to noe..not you.

well nights!

have a nice christmas!

"times change

pictures fade

we once laughed together

now you act like a stranger

the cup of coffee still in my hand

i sweared

crushed it against the wall

now its just a stain

just another pain

can't take this anymore

whats love

whats a kiss

whats made

whats --shh

dun go around like you know shitt

cuz you change like the

wind of time

just let me go

of this pain

just let me go

outta this den"-(M)

ADAM LAMBERT on JAY LENO (WHATAYA WANT FROM ME) DEC. 21, 2009

this song is my fave song from his album well one of my fave haha i got alot of songs i like form his album. look at the bassist..is his bass just really long or is it just me?

the time has come for me to disappear

well people

guess what!next week friday is already a new year!

its going to be 2010,and its going to be a busy year.

well 2009 went by really fast.i seems like it never happened.

maybe this is because i was just dreaming the entire time.

i wanted to believe that everything i was seeing is a dream.

and i still do.but hey guess what 2009 is not my bloody year.

and apart from hating the year.i officially hate being 15.

its the most unlucky age after 9.

i cant wait to graduate from being 15.it sucked like hell.

well,anyways next year is a new year.

though i'll still carry the same green bag and wear the same old uniform.

i hope next years a better year for me.

sigh well today i was really busy.tmrw is going to be worse.

so if ur walking in a mall and some weird woman knocks you down or something

that could be me.haha..stupid christmas...always causes human over population

in shopping malls.my dad's friend is coming to singapore for christmas.

and he say might want to meet him.or the whole family.

i met his family before but its like wud when i was 5? i cant even remember

i hope i dont have to go.cuz i really dun want to be an extra. sigh.

haha well,im going off!

next monday is the last day i could have fun,SOOoooo

im staying at home and mayb call people over?haha

duno ahh well...

BUH BYEXX!

listening to:SHELTER-JJ&YC frm DBSK

hey!

well today was a really tiring day

the weather just kept changing and changing so

it was just very tiring for me.

yesterday i was tired so i didnt go to my grandma's house.

instead i spent 3hours in the library

then kerencia,minq and boon came so ate lunch with them.we did homework.

well minq and boon did.

kerencia and i were laughing our head off watching the super junior interview.

henry is so cute!haha.kerencia went super high.

well before i met the 3 of them i was all alone at lot 1

at first i went to yew tee to meet syafiqah and weiqiang

then pass her money to buy the ticks.then we talked for a while

then i went back to lot 1.walked around

checked out comic connection for DS games and some posters.

i wanted to buy the posters but was a bit shy so when the 3 people came then went to buy

heng i still had money.but wasnt enough to buy games.so i bought DBSK posters

instead :]

so you may ask how can a person spend such a long time in the library?

well i was actually over there doing research and then browsing through books.

i found cirque de freak the vampire's assistant so went to read the book.after that read another one then went research again.it was fun but my ear hurt cuz i had my ear-piece on the whole time.then while i was reading go this west spring student sit next to me.luckily she dun noe me.HENG! i dun like to be recognized so lucky! :] i must really look like a boy.

maybe next monday im going lot 1 and spend time in the library again.its nice there.

well today was a good day:}

my grandpa seems okay hes walking and joking

as told from my mom so im really happy.

i really wish he wont go so fast.just 2 years.2 years is all i need.

im still in shock some the last one so..yeah.

well im going offz!

cuz im going to read stories!haha

BUH BYEZ!

TIME.

yo!
im back here on blogger cuz im really bored.
someones knocking on my main door and i dun care hu it is haha.
ahh well.
spent my day time in tution and housework
now spending my night time watching DBSK vids and chatting with kerencia and minq.
now im hearing christmas song coming from the kitchen.
how fast can it be?its christmas alrdy?
it feels like yesterday i was dreading and being bored in class.
dreaming of shirota yuu and some other random people haha.
then its alrdy christmas?man
this year has been a real bore but at the ending of the few months i had fun
and sadness.mainly traumas and nightmares though.

but hey!now ive got my DBSK vids to accompany
me throughout the day:]
tmrw im meeting syah and passing her the money for guess what
PARAMORE TICKS!
then im off to lot 1 library do some research and to NTUC buy stuffs for lunch
and go comic connection look for posters or popular look for CDs.
haha i basically have it all planned out:}

well im off to view more vids.
An-Nyo!! :]

"time never waits for man

but man waits on time

we waste the minutes

we waste the days

we laugh in time

we cry in time

it flies without us knowing

because time never stops

if time stops

we have no life.

when time stops

it means we're ready to go.

to move on.

so spend time wisely

cuz time waits for no one."

Micky Yoochun - My Girlfriend (Eng Sub) Premium Mini T Live

i just fainted on da spot.

NACHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

well i've been waiting my whole life for it...
and their coming but now im kind of regretting.
should i go or not?
cuz i've been saving this money to buy CDs and currently
a DBSK poster.sigh...
but at least i get paid for buyin ticks.haha.

now im waiting for bryan to sms me bac.
so can go buy ticks on mon.
i wonder how much is the poster?
i really want it!where oh where can the poster be found?haha
i want one with micky yoochun on the front big big!
haha..hes cute :]

now their doing nacho libre on channel 5 heh.
but my rents are gonna watch buzzer beat.
i watched that drama alrdy.i love it.
cuz its about basketball and its half comedy haha.
AND yamapi is inside :]
i've watching masked fencer and first love a hundred times.
cuz yoochun looks so cute in it!!
sigh..man i want to watch the news bu tmy rents are changing the channel..
ahh well.

off i go!
buh byeZ!

DBSG-[CF] Lotte Seolleim [30s]

micky so cute!!!

BOREDOM IS NOT A TYPE OF FREEDOM

well since i ent to link a new blog.

i just along with it,came to write a new post haha

well been on the com since morning

watching tohoshinki's interview

haha im laughing my head off..

im damn jealous lar,wa lau their japanese so good!

if i can speak like that its like WOW!

haha cuz i don't speak so perfectly haha.

SOooo.i have no idea what to eat for lunch

and im bored cuz nobody here.haha me alone today!

hee.well i think im going to see if theres cup noodle

cuz i lazy to make myself a meal.haha.

ciao!

GOOD NEWS!

hey!

at home again!

well i was supposed to go with my dad to

send my grandma for checkup with my aunt.

then my moms not feeling well so im taking care of her today..haha

well now shes better so im using the com.

GUESS WHAT!PARAMORES COMING!

well ive said it in every place possible so...haha this is the last place

im gonna need to say out loud so haha yay!

i really wish i can go.

gonna start saving moi money!

then if tokio hotel come woo i'll be even happier

but i saw their tour dates and mainly their touring europe and america...i feel so sad.

well i gtg,.

haha bye bye!

Japanese Dog Doing Squats

cute vid!thxs to ellen show i found this vid!

Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall OFFICIAL VIDEO

hilarious!hee.they all are so cute.

IDEAS I NEED IDEAS!!!

yo!

im back haha.

went to work juz now.well had fun i guess haha

currently checking out wud the ryan sheckler sunglasses look like.

cuz i was seeing the sheet and was like.omg!there ryan sheckler glasses?!?!

i laughed to myself and my dad asked me was i ok haha.i mean come on!!

oh and i saw this awesome looking audi car.

its like ferrari but even more awesome.

oh oh oh I FINALLY SAW WORLD BEHIND MY WALL VID!!

its awesome so funny.

theres currently an ongoing competition where can win merchandise

and top prize is an xbox signed from them.

but i duno if people outside america can get.though i checked the list

there was singapore.

but im thinking of trying my luck.

now te problem is what to do..what to make..

haha im thinking of making a vid of the pics i've taken so far..haha

mayb next time i go out with anyone and i take pictures.

it might go on utube!haha.ive got till like january soo..really thinking very hard.

haha.gosh i just realised i think for unvaild reasons haha,

i just made a call to my aunt in japan to ask about my grandpa.

sadly his condition is as worse as before,but he still can joke around

and still eat so..i guess thats great.cuz i don't want to loose 2 of the things closet to my heart.

just loosing one is hard enough.and she was very close with me.

i miss her still.i feel like a part of me was torn apart.

sigh.well cant be depressed i guess.ha.

well im gonna go 'think' again..

ciao ciao!

happy and a proud person hu finished well half her homewrk.

aloha!

haha well im tired today haha.

spent 4hours finishing essay outlines today*proud look*

haha but it wouldnt have happened without keryencia and minq

hu decided to drop by and do their work here haha.

we spent the time watching tv-which kerencia really got sucked into

when they played those JK hits on MTV. super junior M then 2ne1 then SS501.

so while she got sucked to it,minq and i scribbled away.

well i have finished 3 before so i slacked then finished them.

i also finished finding the meanings to some weird words.

haha had a great time though all we did was well..finish up our 6 essay outline.

im so proud of myself.mayb i'll celebrate with a bottle of root bear.

if i can buy one.haha

well im gonna watch very funny videos on yea u guessed it right!

utube.haha

buh byez!

[NEWS] 東方神起 Music Station Super Live 2009 Preview

oh man!i want to watch!!!!!

TVXQ- どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう? [Eng Sub][HD]

yea this was how my feeling was and still is.

wow.i like korean bands.omg.omg.omg.

yoyoyo!

haha wuds up?

well nothing much from my end here.

im being bored..again.

i saw all those funny quotes pic of tokio hotel and have nothing else to do..

so i went around searching for music and ta-dah!

i found my most fav song from tohoshinki or TVXQ or even DBSK.whichever is right

haha i think i only like big bang and tohoshinki for korean music.

but i dun even listen to tohoshinki's korea songs.

well just watched twilight it was on free preview on starhub channel star movies haha

it so awesome!

well im off to find more vids while watching the pink panther 2.

haha@

well buh bye fella aliens

peace out!

TOHOSHINKI-Stand By U[090620 Music Fair21]

micky!so cute!

Travis Barker Remix "Forever" Drake Kanye Lil Wayne Eminem

travis barkers the best!

DAY OD THE VIDEOS DUM DUM DUUUUM!

yoz

bored again thus resolving to blogging.

im finding awesome vids on tube.. :]

just saw some really cool vid on tom kaulitz's blog haha

mayb will try finding them on utube and share here.

cuz its really well hilarious.

omg guess wud..world behind my wall by tokio hotel's

official vid comes out on 14th dec..which is this monday!

im so excited!cant wait for it man

i love tat song and their performance of that song on EMAs were just awesome.

i think this is the reason why MTV has been doing alot of tokio hotels stuff

cuz man this is a total big deal!

i wonder how many fans they are in singapore..for tokio hotel.

hmm..well i just wish they came to singapore

i'll be the first to buy their ticks.exactly the same way i did for the my chemical romance concert.

ahh 98.7fm is doing 98.7 club sigh.

but its okay Ke$sha's song is on.i love that song anyways.

kinda stuck in my head.

man im in love with baggy clothes again.

just a few days ago i was thinking of getting a dress,

now im tinking of going to pennisula and get XL shirts haha.

heard an awesome song for lebron's new bio movie!

will try to post the vid up here haha.

well ciao!going back to video searchs haha!

NEIN NEIN NEIN-SCHREI!

howdy people haha

at home again

the only difference from yesterday is

i have stupid tuition later.sigh

e-maths..im currently like the only student in that class!

kinda really freaks me out

i dun want to have tuition really..im so sick of it

i just want to stay home and rot..haha

well tmrw its the weekend again

sigh..tmrw will come and its a day i dread.

not becuz im going out with my rents.

but cuz its the day i cant attend and see her for the last time.

i really feel so sad.though i have stopped crying in my sleep.

i have to be strong right?for my mom so thats who im gonna be.

well i've been listening to hip hop,rap music again haha

its really nice.german raps are friggin cool.so is japanese.

i didnt noe wang lee hom could rap haha but i was wrong!

but i noe jay chou can't rap.i used to like him but now

i think his songs are gettin ridiculous.he a wannabe rapper.

but on the other hand i like back on.their really good.

and i was also listening to greeeen's no more war..its awesome too.

ahhh its almost 4 my tuitions at 5.45pm.odd time yea?

ahh well.

i dun like the teacher too...haha...

a few more weeks to skool cant wait.to be stressed out again.

i havent even touched my friggin homework!

gosh..haha.well

im going to get ready for tuition and then watch tv to fry my brains!

heee.

bye!

Jumbie the airplane!!!

ahhh...

left my nail polish on my toes for too long and kinda like got stuck there...haha

thus the lesson of the day..never put the same nail polish as ur nail colour.seriously.

haha

well i stayed home today cuz morning my stomach cramps were like hell.

thus didnt go to work.oh and dental hee.

i spent the day fixing my shoulder which i think is twisted or dislocated or someting

cuz it hurts like mad.and i hate doctors so i aint telling my parents..

im scared of x-rays it just really creeps me out.

anyho so apart from trying to rub my shoulder i spent the day

watching vids of tokio hotel.its so funny i kept watching it again and again and again haha

what can i say i really like their music and their funny

well it was a fun day alone at home..

my dad just came back so..oh well.

i did loads of stuff..i even danced through my whole house once my cramps were over haha!

stupid korean songs..haha.

its awesome to dance in a house with slippers on..heee

as u can c im super high of course.

well yesterday i went out with cheryl and a church friend of hers

and we just hang out around hereen and then 313!sommerset

this weekend my rents wanna go to vivo..sigh..damn sian.

ahh well..family first rite?well not for me

musics first for moi!1heee

well i gtg..

good buhbye!!

heee.

HYPERACTIVE DAY!!

why must we all leave the world at the end of the day?

ok so im bored again as usual so i do the most boredest (nope theres no such word..only in my dictionary)thing alive

ahh juz found out yiling wan me return her book..ahh well

looks like i got to go out.

actually going out is the only form of exercise i have haha.

so thus i am not very fit.

ahh well. lets say im really bored.

i wan go vivo again..to shop haha..

im in a shopping mood this christmas. ahh well what can i say.

just found out things to make my life worse.

sigh.so sad. this year is such an unlucky year,

especially the last 2 months.

i found out how sad death is.

i found out what sickness can do to people.

all these in 2 months.

im so fucked up.i have no idea what to do and im lost.

jeez..i need some pick me up man.

if not i have no idea how to get through next year.

jeez.life is horrible! i only hope for the better.until then

music is always with me in the dark room filled with death.

ciao!

Futari no kuchibiru <2 lips>

ok wuds up?

well today was boring, but i did manage to catch up on the all the drama.

especially tokyo dogs..man i love that show.

anyho weds was fun,met up with me old buds

cheryl, davita and jaslyn. we spent like an hour at subway

pretending to throw stuffs behind us.and the people hu sit behind us

seemed disturbed and we got to do the same thing on like wud 3 people? haha

so fun.then went to look for clothes. davita and cheryl were trying stuffs

so me and jas were like ahh lets go to popular so we went there and i got my books.

lolz.so damn cheap la..cheaper then i tot.

after that hang around went to davita's house again talk and talk

seriously we could talk for hours but unfortunately my rents came to pick me up.

oh and did i mention that i fell at davita's staircase?

cuz of some incident.too long to explain.haha

im laughing still at the incident

man i need to meet them often. always been there for moi.haha.

gosh can u believe time flies so fast?

it feels like just yesterday i was 12 and happily not caring about PSLE

and then its like next year is the hell year of 'n' levels.and im 16.

u noe i could drive a car at that age in america and have a sweet 16 party~

ahh well. im 15 and nothing ever happened in my life.

well something did and im still crying over it. but i hope i dont anymore.

i got to be strong for her.9 more days i wish i could go over but ha as if.

moneys always the problem.i wish can strike toto or sweep then i can go visit

every year.and i wont feel so regretful.

well im off to a more happy thing so buh bye