spicy instant noodles :D

hey!

well well isnt it hot today?

well yesterday was hot as well and i went to east coast

i wanted to hang out at lot 1 but couldnt cuz my rents said they want to go out

but then when i came home they say not going out

i kinda got pissed off

but in the end we went to east coast

and i had a time of my life

by just looking up into the night sky

and saw stars decorating it.

i saw 'W' in the night sky

i think i was thinking too much of dbsk haha

sigh

then i saw loads of airplanes flying out of singapore

and i wished i was on one of them

and go to a place im familiar yet am not familiar of.

lolz.

well this whole week is intensive

damn shit.whole day of skool only for english,SS and chinese

and now i've got a flu again

which is trying to suffocate me

really of all times and years to be sick

it has to be this year =.=

why couldnt it be last year? i wished so much to be sick last year!!

so i didnt have to feel the hatred and puking now.

at least i feel better now

i finally woke up from my stupid dream.

to see him happy is good enough for me

i guess i just have to live my life liking someone in my dreams.

jeez.this is getting depressing

well im gonna go

being called off for dinner...

im sick and my mom cooks mapo tofu

i hope its without chilli

if not i think im gonna die while eating someting spicy with a sore throat..

yup she cooked mine without chilli...YAY!!

though i have craving for instant noodles thanks to 2days1night..lolz..

well im gonna go...

bye!!!

wah~~1 more week ;}

well hello

im here bloggin after what seems a long week.

dosent it feel long?lolz.it felt long for me

i didnt use the com and like all the videos ive been waiting is up

and also some surprise vids as well~~

lets see theres the MV for beautiful hangover,interview for beautiful hangover

thats big bang

next JYJ relased an official PV for itsudatte kimi ni and well its the footage

of the concert but its okay

then SNSD genie japanese version was finally out..now i can hear what they are singing

though i think its not of course the exact translation but its still nice haha

i used to hate being who i am..

like being half jap and half singaporean especially in P5

when i learnt about the wwII i really hated myself

i never spoke japanese for like 1 year but i had to cuz of my mom

but now i really am grateful for being who i am haha

cuz i can understand the interviews~~plus most korean artists are going to japan

so they learn to speak japanese so haha it is awesome

its comes in handy at times like when yunho spoke jap for a few minutes

during the [haru] press conference

but of course tvxq is always the no. 1 group for me :D

their jap are so good that i am ashamed.even my mom ask me

to use them as role model to study japanese.

haha well they got me more interested in japanese so why not?

now i got my mom into it as well haha.

.she kept saying why am i so into them

but just a few days back when i was walking to grab a drink from the kitchen

and walked past my mom who was using the laptop in the dinning

watching vids of tvxq..all the mv may i add

i confronted her and she smiled at me...

now my 'best selection' CD is with her haha..shes listening to it :D

but then she still calls yoochun 'jiji' which is uncle in jap

and i kinda push her when she says it at least now i got someone to fangirl with

next to ker :D mom likes jaejoong lolz..but she didnt dare to watch the jap drama

he starred in cuz quote" its so unfair how he is treated" yes she kinda has a

weak spot haha...

well next up i cant wait for yunho's drama :D new drama :D with big bang as well...

after typing so much i didnt mention my prelims result did i?

well it sucked..its ridiculous..things i thought i failed got me such a high mark

the ones i studied were downright terrible.urgh.

well im gonna go..tution later *scowls*

bye!!

wah~~1 more week ;}

well hello

im here bloggin after what seems a long week.

dosent it feel long?lolz.it felt long for me

i didnt use the com and like all the videos ive been waiting is up

and also some surprise vids as well~~

lets see theres the MV for beautiful hangover,interview for beautiful hangover

thats big bang

next JYJ relased an official PV for itsudatte kimi ni and well its the footage

of the concert but its okay

then SNSD genie japanese version was finally out..now i can hear what they are singing

though i think its not of course the exact translation but its still nice haha

i used to hate being who i am..

like being half jap and half singaporean especially in P5

when i learnt about the wwII i really hated myself

i never spoke japanese for like 1 year but i had to cuz of my mom

but now i really am grateful for being who i am haha

cuz i can understand the interviews~~plus most korean artists are going to japan

so they learn to speak japanese so haha it is awesome

but of course tvxq is always the no. 1 group for me :D

their jap are so good that i am ashamed.even my mom ask me

to use them as role model to study japanese.

haha well they got me more interested in japanese so why not?

now i got my mom into it as well haha.

.she kept saying why am i so into them

but just a few days back when i was walking to grab a drink from the kitchen

and walked past my mom who was using the laptop in the dinning

watching vids of tvxq..all the mv may i add

i confronted her and she smiled at me...

now my 'best selection' CD is with her haha..shes listening to it :D

but then she still calls yoochun 'jiji' which is uncle in jap

and i kinda push her when she says it at least now i got someone to fangirl with

next to ker :D mom likes jaejoong lolz..but she didnt dare to watch the jap drama

he starred in cuz quote" its so unfair how he is treated" yes she kinda has a

weak spot haha...

well next up i cant wait for yunho's drama :D new drama :D with big bang as well...

after typing so much i didnt mention my prelims result did i?

well it sucked..its ridiculous..things i thought i failed got me such a high mark

the ones i studied were downright terrible.urgh.

well im gonna go..tution later *scowls*

bye!!

going back to reality.up there goes gravity :D

hey hey hey~ lolz.

currently watching YOG soccer...

im proud of singapore's team

but i really hope they work more as a team...really.

i fthey worked more,they could've has scored

but all in all i believe singapore would do well.

well,today nothing much happened...

morning woke up with a huge headache.

this headache is really pissing me off..i really want it to stop but i happens

everytime i wake up or sit up from the sofa or someting...

after exams parents said i should see the doc

but of course i wont..im not good at explanations.

plus clincs gives me the creeps.

aish im dreading this 2 weeks cuz im gonna be going for massive days of tutions

especially chinese..im gonna hav to make it 2hours and 2 times a week =.=

well i guess its all to make me pass my chinese..at least a pass please!

i really pray for a pass..a C6 or C5 for my chinese

i dun care about a B or an A i.just.want.a.pass....A PASS!!!

please!!after 4 years in secondary give me a PASS!!!

sigh~~so these 2 weeks is for my chinese..SS i might study last minute again.

though this time i have more chapters to learn.at least 3 i guess.

then english..i need more books to read.then compre again hope for something

more than a C5...

well i cant keep hoping and must study more

so these 2 weeks im not gonna use da com.

lolz..i must really do well for this exam

i have disappointed myself during PSLE and i cant let it happen again..

well im gonna go and slack a bit more

cuz i wont be able to after tomorrow.

nites!!

(P.S i seriously love that key chain :D dear chopper)( @~@#)

Always Keep The Faith,we are the red sea.

hey!

well today went to skool though its sat

i practically walked as slow as i could to reach skool

i reached exactly at 10am haha.

then SS boredom..whole class was so noisy

i just sat there trying to catch a few wink of sleep

which was kinda impossible with the noise.

then came home,my parents told me to help them carry groceries

so while i waited for them to call i kinda slept haha.

after that i just slacked the whole day did house work nothing much

just then i remembered today was the day JYJ performs at a-nation

so i saw twitter,,indeed it was.what i didnt know was

SM town was today as well.

this meant the 5 are performing today but in 2 different countries

and 2 different stages.in 2 different launguage.

but then all the cassies on twitter were going crazy

cuz it feels like the 5 are performing together again.

i got to see a fan-cam of a-nation luckily before the company took it off

it was so nice..JJ cired :[

sigh,then for SM town,homin sang only mirotic then ended.

currently there are rumors of truth or not about the conversation

yunho had with the people there.

but then again,only the people who were there could know what he said.

we cant say or blame anyone for anything.

cuz anyways whatever they say i can see that their red sea of supporters

will never stand down :D

ahh im typing a post like a fan-girl

sheesh im sorry haha.but this is my only current

fun thing to do and my current only thing im interested in.haha.

of course the radio is still my best friend but haha.

well im gonna go sleep soon.

after i check my tweets,double check vids and stuff oh and see more pics :D

dang it tution tmrw..wonder how cher would react

when i say i have absolute confidence in failing/flinging my a-maths.

as our form teacher said this morn..there arent any borderline passes

for much subjects.sigh

well nites!

P.s credits to the people hu took the pics below :Dthanks for helping people
who cant see them live...... well see them haha :D

on a cold summer day....

heyz!

im here again...lolz.

today was a nice day :D

aish tmrw we're getting our SS paper back..hopeless.

sheesh.im so disappointing..this prelim im gonna disappoint a lot of people.

i hope i dont do da same for 'N'

well today i didnt do much

i slept at 2am this morning then woke up at 9am.

used the com,did some exercise which im still exhausted from.

then made cup noodle to eat..i was lazy to eat breakfast so i waited till

12 to eat brunch lolz.

after that watched a whole list of drama which are awesome!

hammer session,atami no shousakan,nohonjin shiranai nihongo.

totally love these dramas.

sigh im currently watching tvxq vids again..i really cannot stop listening to them.

i have been listening to them at least once day... i realise.

since i started liking them..but sigh i was so late to discover them and like them.

when i started to like them it was a bit too late.

kinda regretted not hearing them earlier.

but isnt this weird? i had their album since i was 12

and i never really went to hear it much

then suddenly last year i heard just one song from them which changed everything.

lols.

sigh~at the interview of yoochun's new drama

he said they were in the process of making the drama's OST with the tvxq members.

wonder if its true? will we hear the 5 again?

whether we will anot,i believe we will :D i will keep waiting!

anyways im gonna start studying again from sunday onwards.

i must really work hard this time.i must not disappoint myself again.

but i always disappoint myself.im at lost right now.

i duno wud to do.how should i do this or that.

if only someone could tell me then it'd be a great help.

well im gonna go.

gonna watch TV i guess haha

nitez!

(p.s leaving 2 vids today,if you cant see why i like them after the vid then

maybe u should keep hearing it..their voices are really strong as one

looks dont matter but in music,ur soul and voice must come together)

if they persevered to succeed,so can i.

heh heh

wuds up?its been a long time since i last blogged eh~

well thats due to the prelims i had for the past week and man was it hell.

art almost killed me again.sigh im loosing so much sleep!

well i really didnt study this prelim

i basically either woke up early at 3 or 4 to study

or just read through and play on a thin rope just before the test.

i totally threw my history away..i studied for fascist japan

but then heck..it never came out!

i think im gonna do very badly for prelims sigh.

waste my nights studying.

well guess what!2 more weeks to 'N' levels!wheet!!

well im totally not prepared.if im gonna go there and do the paper

like how i did for my prelim i can dream of going to sec 5

sigh but i kinda found my motivation to study so i hope it stays :D

these 2 weeks are gonna be busy for me so that would mean less time on da com

cuz im gonna focus on chinese especially.i need to pass it.so more classes on it i guess..jeez.

after the chinese n levels im never gonna speak it again haha until

unless i have to take 'O'.which i really dun want to.

oh ya we passed up our 'N' level art on tues,

to selfishly say im quite satisfied with my piece and i hope i can get a good grade

judges or markers..i put my fate of my last art coursewrk in ur hands!

lolz.

ahhh i really cant wait till after 'N' level.the dream of freedom.

i really wish to be successful sigh.oh ya today cher started asking about prom again

whether we want to go this year and next year.

i didnt bother hearing.im not intending to anyways.

i mean even if there was one how many people in our class would go?

today was freezing and i love it!chem and phy paper today.no confidence in chem :[

its okay i must study from now on.haha~

well im gonna go.gonna transfer more songs and think about stuffs again

as always..i think alot.and these thoughts are my inspirations :D

well good nightz!(^~^)

prelim day 2 :[

hey!
well taking a really short time out to post,
cuz well i got bored reading SS(shh~)
lolz..

well the YOG torch came into our skool yesterday damn fun
today i went downstairs my house
to see it a second round
i kinda regretted not crossing the road,
then can get free goodies lolz...

well i was watching this vid on tvn and really love it
i dun noe what the song is singing but i just love this video
its so sweet and nice.lolz.
well imma go and go back to study
after i watch tv,damn slack rite?
so not prepared for anything.trust im gonna do
very badly for prelims...

well bye!~! leavin u guys da vid :D

holiday?...my foot,no really literally my foot :D

hey!

im back bloggin!!

no skool today and i totally slacked!!haha

well i woke up at 9,buggin someone to watch movie with me,

but then read msg too late plus she had something on..

so hence i got bored,did 3 question of sbq,

the 4th one really killed me,

after that went to watch some jap drama my mom brought back..

its quite nice..

both were on solving weird cases...a.k.a police kinda stuff haha.

damn awesome

but sadly one had only 3 episode and the other one was only 1 episode :[

as the 2 dramas are currently airing in japan this means

i get to wastch it only once a week..jeez.

anyways then my dad came home and so i act studying..

i really cant study..im actually amazed at how i pass all my tests!

cuz i dun study...

well tmrw the YOG relay is here!!

have to wear sports attire to skool...first time we get scolded if we dont

lolz.. but just nice,tmrw have PE,hence good thing we have an excuse

not to change during recess haha..

ohhh i was just reading through some stuffs looks like yoochun from dbsk

got another tattoo...so cool,i saw the tagboard and

many people were talking about it..lolz...

sometimes i think idols have the hardest job in the world

cuz in whatever they do people actually take notice.

example when lady gaga fell at the airport the whole world knew.

when i fall i get laughed at by an old woman and thats it

unless that woman spreads it around saying some weird girl

tried to balance her stuff and fell then well i got nothing to say.

i guess we all somewhere are interested in weird things :D

they should make gossiping a subject

many can score very high marks for it

i think the 2 people sitting behind me in class will get full marks >o<

(j.k jk pls dun do anything to my chair tmrw or whatever day when u read

this post >~<)hee~~ if not u'll see your bag's contents being switched hee...

(evil plan)

just now i was thinking..(yes i like to think weird stuffs)

that in 2 years time we turn 18 :D

ohhh cant wait then i can finally do things i've been wanting to do..

firstly i think would be driving license..confirm

though i must not let my mum know...she hates woman driving.

hee~

well i gotta go,

gonna fake study b4 rents come back again..sigh.so boring

skool tmrw,then thursday is prelim again. dang~

but at least i sit next to a nice view..like literally a nice view.

i sit next to the hall door where outside is a forest (>@<)

haha well byeZ!!!

one people,one nation,one singapore :D

well hey!!

guess what!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!

45 years of independence.

comparing the times when i was 6 and the current city of singapore i live in

theres so much difference!!

spot the difference.when we were 6 was there an esplanade?

when we were 7 where was ion?

when we were 8 there was no new cathay.

when we were 9 there no ferris wheel.

when we were 10 there was no vivo city

so many years the kids who are welcomed to singapore

are really lucky,and hope they appreciate what singapore went through

to have everything there is today.

though you know in school we may say how we wish we were born in another country

but i think,singapore is the best place we can be.

no matter how much we complain,it is still our home.

i mean just be glad to not be stateless!!

well nothing much today just stayed at home,watch vids.

saw fireworks from my house. one from padang area

the other one from lot 1 area..it was awesome!!!

it felt like a summer festival.

well im gonna go back to watching vids :D

tmrws a holiday i dun wud to do...

anyone wants to go to BP?go hang out around here?

if u wan sms me i might want to go haha

havent done my 'holiday' homework somemore.. =.=

ahh well haha

goodnight!!haha

(p.s i thought my parents were gonna get me somethign yesterday

but sigh nothing.this year my present was just a cake

which wasnt even my fav cake

im not trying to be u know greedy or something but

at least they could've gotten me my fav cake :{

but then come to think of it,they dun even noe

what cake i like...hmm.sigh.turning 16 is the worst one ever

why?parents forgot my birthday in the morn.and to me,tat was the

most shocking thing.)

life goes on...

sup.

guess what,my lifes epic failure.

singfest was over this week and i couldnt even catch 2 of my fav bands...

tokio hotel and 30 seconds to mars.

i mean its super unfair!!!

i wanted to catch 30 seconds to mars but no!

the friggin ticks had to cost so much!

and it had to be a week near prelims!

sigh.i cant catch these bands along with simple plan.

so sad. i really wanted to see 30 seconds to mars...sigh.

i got to see 2 of my fav bands,they are paramore

and my chemical romance.

but sigh.i mean the percentage of

30stm coming again it like less than 10%?

and if they come,nobody would tag along

with me cuz nobody shares the same

music taste as me in english :[

ahh well,away from the sadness,my birthday was this week too :D

my parents bought me a raspberry moose cake which was nice.

my grandma and aunt gave me hongbao

and most happiest of all is the foursome's(and 1 guy) present.

lydia,syah,fiona,bryan got me something awesome :D

they got me a chopper keychain(love it so much..its to cute!!),

also a tvxq folder with their signatures(hee love it too) and

most awesomely i really dun noe how they guessed it

but my most fav cake :D not gonna tell,u guys can guess

.i can only love this cake forever.

hee.well i also got myself a present which is the 30stm cd,

this is war,yeap finally got it :D

cant stop staring at it,but someone wants to borrow it on weds :[

haha well so long he will return its okay

and not drop the cover and fix a new one like he did

with my paramore CD.

well im gonna go.gonna eat pao for dinner (>~<)

monday holiday,.tuesday holiday,wednesday someone is running with the torch

lets all go support :D YOG torch,so cool.i used to think its really lame

but come to think of it,we should be proud and be even more proud

when the torch is being held by one of ur friends/classmate!!

hee

well byes :D

(this is one of my fav vids of 30stm :D)

a week of hell thanks to mr flu.

hee so hilarious yet cute at the same time.

hey!

wow it seems so long that im blogging.haha.

well to tell you the truth i felt like dying this whole week

cuz i had gotten a flu on weds and i lost my voice on thurs

i had to strain my voice on fri and i really wanted to die on sat.

and then today i suffered from another stomach flu and headache.

urgh i seriously wanted to die.

but now thanks to loads of weird drinks,i got half my voice back,

my headache is half gone and my runny nose is better.

jeez really next time when u have the worse flu ever make this drink

grind a ginger,pour loads of honey(ur gonna need it to withstand da drink) and add loads of leek

or onions,whichever to have.pour hot water in that cup of ingredients and drink it.

you will get half your voice back and your nose will be better :D

yesterday i was forced to drink a chinese medicine for my throat but i couldnt stand the salty taste hence i asked my mom to change drink and make the other one.both a equally nasty but at least that ginger honey drink is drinkable.

i feel better now though maybe i can go to skool tmrw alive.

i only did like my chinese homework.jeez.

of all times i must be dead sick now =.=

finally finished my art coursework now is hell for prelims and paper 2 for art.

jeez im haunted by this subject of all the other.i wanted to die.

but now its over i can come home at 3 i hope.no more late stay back in skool.im done with it!!

well currently watching vids and downloading songs into my mp3 as usual.

skools gonna be hell this week,but its a special week for me cuz

well that day to grow older is here..sigh.i think im gonna buy a present for myself.since my rents said they'll celebrate for me on sunday.hee.but then i have nothing to buy for myself =.=

ahh well.

im gonna go,

gonna drink another cup of barley and sleep :D

well nites!