nervous? or scared?

(miss their smiles but always keeping the faith)

oh wow

im writing in again

haha

well today nothing much

went to work wif my dad haha

some store owners were like "oh? u on break already?"

others were "back to working wif ur dad?" haha

im surprised store owners remembers me

haha

ohh im so happy..

getting my first hard earned money tmrw :D

but i have to go work with my dad too..

which means morning i'll be working

then after work then go prom.

i duno why but im so nervous for prom?

lolz...im scared that when i go

it'll be boring but then if i dun go

i'll regret..

but i got my things already..so have to go i guess..

im just so scared of wearing a dress out.

so so scared..somemore take taxi

i mean wearing a dress is not a small thing

for a girl who wears jeans, baggy shirts or double wear everywhr.

its a HUGE thing!!

the last time i wore i was 7?

when i became arnd 9 i told myself

i will never wear a dress cuz i dun have the looks for it

and here i am later tonight i am wearing a dress with heels =.=

jeez im gonna be so embarrased~~

well its 12.06am lolz..

i shall study a bit and then turn in..

no im not studying anything related to skool.

no maths,no amaths,no science and no revision.

im studying something outside of skool...

some people should know already haha

well gonna go

nites~~!