Everything, every pain I keep it within myself

Today I finally realized I'm truly alone.

I wonder if it is my characteristic to get depressed easily

To feel that no one is there for me

But in truth,no one is really there for me

I was born alone,and have always been alone.

When I wake up,when I eat, when I go out these days,

I'm always all alone.

It seems like I have only myself to lean on

I have no one else.

My only outlet of relief is seen by the scar on my arm

I have stopped tat habit for many yrs now

Bt I'm itching to start again after things started to crash arnd me

I can't find the will to stay

I give them strength,

But who will give me strength.no one.

I'm really confused

And the lines are blur

I just hope good things will come soon,

If not I see no will to stay arnd.