Monday, June 4, 2012

the falling flower- M.I.B



KangNam] Scream At The Top Of Their Lungs
I See The Bright Lights This Is The High Life
We Do It For Everybody Aim For The Stars Just Like A Pilot
All Of Us Flying So Here We Go

[SIMS]I close my eyes and bite down hard
Hold back the tears, just one more, it's okay
Now I have no freedom with this poor heart huh
I lay down the burden that was heavy till now
You left and went too far away
It's A Lie Dear God, did it have to be her?
I can't believe I can only see that bright smile that appeared whenever, wherever, through a picture
My trembling breath and my tightly clenched fists
Life is so hard but why do things so easily come and go?
Do you know my heart? There are so many useless words, just ban all of it
Yes, don't say anything today, blue sky, please hold her

[HOOK] Yeah I Wanna See You Love Again
Nothing is different from yesterday
I can't believe that you are not here when I'm still here
Yeah I wanna See You Love Again
There's nothing different about today
I can't believe that you are not here now -- why you?

[KangNam] Scream At The Top Of Their Lungs
I See The Bright Lights This Is The High Life
We Do It For Everybody Aim For The Stars Just Like A Pilot
All Of Us Flying So Here We Go

[Cream]Why did you leave me here at such a young age, you left in the morning
I remember you -- my heart and head, why did it have to be you?
I don't know, this street without you is strange to me
I still remember your words, actions and face
Yeah, this isn't where I'm supposed to be, your spot is right next to me
Your smile in the picture and the habit of calling you everyday
What else is left? The last text, everything is a familiar trace that you left behind
This flow for you, this isn't it, I'm suffocating, asleep or awake
Just come back to me, I'll be better, two times more, no, however many more times possible

[HOOK] Yeah I Wanna See You Love Again
Nothing is different from yesterday
I can't believe that you are not here when I'm still here
Yeah I wanna See You Love Again
There's nothing different about today
I can't believe that you are not here now -- why you?

[KangNam] Scream At The Top Of Their Lungs
I See The Bright Lights This Is The High Life
We Do It For Everybody Aim For The Stars Just Like A Pilot
All Of Us Flying So Here We Go

[5Zic]White ash in a tomb -- a human turns into dust in a single day
I remember the first greeting I said to you "I missed you"
They are conversations only spoken in dreams
Let's hold hands and go together, there's still so much to show you
My teeth still hurt, what am I trying to hold back?
The scent that came from you numbs my nose
The world is cruel for everyone who lost you
Why did you leave without a word? I ask myself
The number stopped at 26, in two years, I'll be the oppa
It hurts a lot, the opposing wind is blowing, is it you?
I keep relating you to things that don't make sense
It's hard to believe but it's the truth that my exhausted body speaks
Goodbye my dear, put on your wings and fly wherever
Where are the gods? They shouldn't have done this
Don't take away my precious things, give it back to me

Everyday Everywhere Everytime
I'm sorry I couldn't treat you better
The damn day of April 5 that is always filled with regret
Three flowers are planted in the hearts of M.I.B.


(This song was written to their stylist who passed away.
however i just found the lyrics of the song really deep..it just reminded me of my grandparents
more closely my grandmother..
i was just thinking about her this morning. how when i started dreaming and having
a strong urge to go to japan in june that year i should have. i should have pestered my mom
more about it. if i knew what would have happened 4months later i would have just went there.
but we cant see the future.
the line "white ash in a tomb- a human turns into dust in a single day" that was something
i thought on the last day of the funeral.
its been almost 3years and i still cant accept the fact that she is gone. i feel that when i call that
number i used to call, she would answer and we would talk. i feel that if i bought a plane
ticket and went there now, she would be there greeting me with a smile. i wish i knew her more
i wish she lived to see me wear a kimono when i was 20. i cant stop myself from tearing when
i think about her and my grandfather. i dont know why i think more about her then my grandfather.
maybe because she visited me in my dreams..maybe. i miss her and my grandfather so much that
i dread when it comes to my birthday cuz they always sent me a card. a nice card with their signs on it.
sometimes a letter came and i couldnt read then. now, when i can read, they are not here.why did god
call them to him so early why? why couldnt they wait till my Os were over. i was supposed to visit
them when it was over but they left before i could. i miss them so much and i still feel sorry
for not being to see them properly before they went.)

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