living life like theres no tmrw? yea right. in ur dreams

hey~~

havent been updating...as usual~~ lolz.

nothing much has been happening in life,

just that each passing day im getting more tired

im just surprised i havent gotten sick yet...

next week are the common tests, so not prepared la~~

sigh.

people my age now have already graduated and are starting life

in a new place or school.

but im still in the same school,spending a year doing Os...

im so confused, did i really choose the right path?

im so tired that at times i really feel like quitting.

i dont know what is holding me to be there...

get 12 points?! 10 points!? dream on man.

i have never been a optimist and will never be.

if one is always positive, all u feel will be negativity

and u will only be lying to urself that everything is going to be okay.

when in reality everything is going downhill.

sigh.

i really,as i said many times before,really

wanna get out of here, go on a journey far away.

why must i be stuck here at this age!?

im young! i should be exploring, but what am i doing?

im stuck here, with books piled up around me,

homework after homework,minutes,to hours everything passing by.

if i dun do well here, im destined for doom in the future.

why must one's life be so miserable?

working like theres no tmrw just for this filthy thing we call 'living'.

but then i guess, thats reality.

ok im gonna go, im being too depressed here and im tired.

life goes on no matter how much i nag.

i have class again tmrw.sigh. then after tmrw

its monday. life starts all over again.

well im gonna go.

nites.