you know i have stopped comforting myself

and just faced the truth

each day even as i'm typing this someone dies

so it can't be that bad.or i hope it won't be that bad.

haha at least i will have turned 17 then whoo hoo.

so..hi.

and sorry for the really dark message cuz really i'm a dark person

and things just got even darker now i know some things.

you it sucks to be me.

why of all years must it be that year?

well we can all just pray that its all just a rumor

though i think its not.

people say don't think about the future and just think of what you can do now.

now i feel every minute i'm awake is a miracle.

every step i take is a miracle

even a chance to live is a miracle.

haha i sound like a philosopher don't i?

ah well i'm always writing stuffs anyways.

i just wrote a new song

but heck it dosen't sound right.

anyways i just hope i can fufil some stuff before i go haha.

byez!