why must we all leave the world at the end of the day?

ok so im bored again as usual so i do the most boredest (nope theres no such word..only in my dictionary)thing alive

ahh juz found out yiling wan me return her book..ahh well

looks like i got to go out.

actually going out is the only form of exercise i have haha.

so thus i am not very fit.

ahh well. lets say im really bored.

i wan go vivo again..to shop haha..

im in a shopping mood this christmas. ahh well what can i say.

just found out things to make my life worse.

sigh.so sad. this year is such an unlucky year,

especially the last 2 months.

i found out how sad death is.

i found out what sickness can do to people.

all these in 2 months.

im so fucked up.i have no idea what to do and im lost.

jeez..i need some pick me up man.

if not i have no idea how to get through next year.

jeez.life is horrible! i only hope for the better.until then

music is always with me in the dark room filled with death.

ciao!